Fear falls hard like rain again washing over me
You say nothing will ever change what do i
Believe
You fall deep inside again nothing left to see
Weakness fills your heart again you put it to
Rest

Forfeit everything because you were never
Strong enough
Close my eyes again and pray that life will not
Give up

I try to see your face again a photograph for me
Your voice calling out again nothing left for me
You try to find your place again waiting just to
Breathe
Weakness takes your heart again you put it to
Rest....locked inside again

Did you forget about the things i said
Fight the lies inside your head
Deny those who try to bring you down
Kill the pain and emptiness
Find a love and lose yourself
Without this life you're just a memory...locked
Inside again

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Honestly, the song sums up how I'm feeling. VERY ACCURATELY.

Honestly, I'm skeptical of second chances. Yes, I know some people DO change, but that's only a select few.

I'm getting sick of you. Totally SICK AND TIRED of what you're doing to us. If you think it's only between you and her, you're wrong.

Tell me that you need me, then you go and cut me down, but wait.
you tell me that you're sorry, didn't think I'd turn around and say
IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE.

I've tried to be nice. Really. But it's getting harder which each and every passing day.

With each and every footstep I take, I slowly inhale and exhale to calm myself down. I feel the droplets of rain start to slowly drizzle upon me. I brushed it off. A little drizzle won't hurt. And as the drizzle subsequently turned into torrents of falling rain, I sigh. The weather always seems to reflect my mood. I reluctantly quickened my pace and headed to the nearest shelter.