I'm like extremely exhausted. I'm starting to wonder, is all of this worthwhile in the end?

Sure. Struggle now rejoice for O results. But sacrifice my whole life for a few months? Thats a few months multiplied by 30 days, mind you.

If the academics part is enough to drive anyone crazy, what happens when I factor in the rest?

It's too much, TOO MUCH.

Which is why I'm trying my hardest to be NUMB. It's not as easy as it seems, you know. Always being happy and rah-rah all day long. SHEESH.

Apparently, I'm quite a touchy-feely kind of person. I can't help it, I just am. I finally managed to bluetooth 'No Air' to my phone and I played it over a few times and combined with the weather, its heart-wrenching.

The wind was perfect as it caressed my skin, as the words of the song came to life, the void deck fell eerily calm with melancholy arising deep from within the cracks of the cold, concrete floor. As I looked toward the sky, the clouds seem to part, moving with the flow of the wind, embracing its every move, dancing along to its gentle rhythm.

How can I blog in this mood?

Shall be all happy and bouncy in the next post. I sense abit of Jeckyll/Hyde here but bear with me.