Been doing WAAYYYY too much thinking lately. Like SERIOUSLY.

With fifa; about how certain people behave and what's the logic behind that. Like WOAH. psychology sia. =] But yeah. Kinda knocked some sense into me and saw things from a different perspective. Kinda. -shrugs-

With myself; well alot alot of stuff. I CHANGED OKAY.

I used to be overly nice to EVERYONE until I got so annoyed with myself I vowed to be meaner to people who deserve it and now I'm a helluva vindictive bitch. Like dunno what happened siaa. Until little bit also must keep score. Sheesh. I should stop it. Seriously.

And about a social life... Is it worth sacrificing to STUDY??? I know larr PRC scholars go home straight after school study study study.... -sigh- I mean study now then in the future got loads and loads of money then can have tons and tons of rich friends to go shopping with at high end places and buy branded goods like versace or something. But can anyone survive now just going home to STUDY? Sheesh. CANNOTMAKEITLARRR.