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Sunday, May 17, 2009
all eyes on me, in the center of the ring, just like a circus
(6:28 PM)

The urge to blog comes and goes.

So i got selected for the NGLP. That means sacrifices are in order. No SMUN for me then... That's coz my camp totally clashes with it. Oh well. I'll be around for TMUN totally then, I guess.

I just have to say... Life's a balancing act. I know I will not be handed anything I can't handle. He knows better than to give me something I can't take. I may not know it, but He knows my true potential and He is in the position to show me exactly what I'm capable of, that I'll soon discover.

Oh and I'm totally in love with TJC :)

close to 4 months with my kitty. it's never been better.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I've got insommniaaa woooaaahhh~
(7:11 PM)

Suddenly had the urge to blog today so here goes..

Life in TJ has been great so far I guess. I get to stay with old friends whom I'm comfortable with and I've found many more new friends that I click with super fast. I also feel that I've more opportunities to pursue my interests here, actually. With CWJC and GDRC as well as other opportunities that randomly present itself right in front of my eyes. It's a matter of whether or not I step up to the plate and take them on.

Academics-wise.. I can't really comment. I've been slacking the entire term one so, it holds true that you reap what you sow. I got a 7 out of 25 for math? Like schwaaa? But yeah.. I really didn't understand.. I did get 6 out of 25 for lit tho. Considering I have no grounding in lit, a 6 in TJ is quite okay. Our standards are just high for some reason and I did get positive comments so I'm relatively happy. I just have to work for it :) For economics though, I scored a 9 out of 15! I'm relatively happy coz it's the only pass I managed to get SO FAR. Can't wait to get my HISTORY test back! Anticipating rather good results for that even though I did not revise. HEEHEE. Sec 4 work so yeeeah.

Other than school, life has been rather kind to me, I think. Tomorrow marks the second month of a turning point in one aspect of my life. Doesn't feel that long though! Maybe coz it sunk in only recently, but oh well! That's a good sign, I believe :)

I think my attitude towards many things has changed drastically, actually. I want to get the most out of my life, no matter which aspect. I mean, humans have many dimensions to them, right? I don't want to just.. slack off and have no meaning in life. I mean, obviously studies are not everything. I don't wanna be someone who could only do well academically either. I want to be someone with an active social life, good track record in school, score relatively well and a good daughter/granddaughter/sister/whatever.

I know I've neglected some of my responsibilities and roles the past few years but I'm trying to make up for it starting from this year. Maybe I'm just maturing, but I've developed a new-found respect towards most people in my life.. New-found guilt of disappointing them time and again. New-found vigour of living up to their expectations, to be all that I can be...

Guess that would keep me busy for quite some time. Time-management has to come in pretty soon. Can't really play by ear like what I'm doing now. I'll do my best and see where it gets me :)

Sunday, March 15, 2009
After Sappho- Lee Ann Brown
(8:25 PM)

So many people
advised me against you.
How glad I am
we could not resist.

Sunday, February 22, 2009
the feelings she hides
(7:17 PM)

I think I just went on an impromptu blogging hiatus?

I don't know, it's like, there's this line that separates what can be blogged and what can't be blogged. Some people just air their dirty laundry online for all to see but I don't wanna do that!

K so been sick for quite some time. ONE SOLID WEEK. Can you believe that? GOSH. Back to school tomorrowwww!!! I should probably attempt to do my history tut soon. But I'm still sick and there's no hist tut tomorrow. We shall see then :D

Friday, January 30, 2009
one step at a time
(9:12 PM)


So yeappp. That explains alot. Got it at 6.15. WOWWW. HAHAH.

Sent Faith off :( :( :(

Then headed to TJC with my schoolmates(read: TJCians!), Iman and Prisia. I felt DAMN good looking at the building can? :) I know I'll love my 2 years there. Then bussed down to Bedok and trained down to City Hall where I got my FBTs! :D

Then trained home, ate and rested and trained down to vivo! Got mummy's present then walked around and headed home at 5plus with shaffffff :D

Basically yeah, that's it. Main event: the sms. Heh.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Together we'll be running somewhere new, through the monsoon :)
(2:18 PM)

So its chinese new year,.

How did I spend the holidays? At home, of course. I mean, not as though there's any difference to these past 2 days, I've been rotting at home like what the bleah for a few months! I did do some shopping though. Online! Bought 2 tops that I really liked online :D Or ordered, at least. One top was $10 and the other was $17.50. yupp. The latter is not instock so I have to wait. Ohwells.

Something else that I've been up to was actually attempt to finish up cleaning my room! Okay, the chinese may say it's inauspicious but I'll take my chances, aite :P I have my reasons for wanting to get all the cleaning done ASAP so yeappp :) Clean I shall!

School posting results will be out on friday, 8am. I'll probably be at the airport sending Faith off. I'MMA MISS FAITH :( But ah well, there's still MSN and faceboooook. FAITH NO LOVE ME THAT'S WHY SHE GO AWAY. LOL.

As can be seen, the holidays have clearly taken a toll on my writing skills. Ah well. Only a few days till the start of school.

Now back to watching Chandramukhi :D

Sunday, January 25, 2009
where did i go right
(5:58 PM)

Like woah. This blog has been SERIOUSLY neglected.

Guess there has been like, quite a number of things going on in my life that I just couldn't even think of blogging. OH WELLS.

Anyway, school posting results will be out this friday. I REALLY HOPE I get into my first choice can? SIGH. But Meridian's okay... I think.. I dunno..... -shrugs-

Oh and.. today's a rather significant day. WHY? Hmmm.. If you know me, you'll know. I won't really reveal anything on my blog :P